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INSIDE THE ARCHIVES OF MY HEAD;
I'm just a girl that has too much to say.
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Is it real, or just a fantasy..
I won't settle for less again. I just won't do it.

Courtney Deamer
Jun 13, 20223 min read
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Love like no other.
You're the most important thing to me and nothing will ever change it. I will never let you forget it.

Courtney Deamer
Apr 12, 20224 min read
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End of an Era
I've hung up my stethoscope just one last time.

Courtney Deamer
Jan 30, 20224 min read
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I have no idea why I am this way
In desperate need of a real connection.
Some kind of cosmic resurrection.

Courtney Deamer
Dec 12, 20212 min read
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The female form; a complexity
.. this body has gotten me this far and it has one hell of a story to tell.

Courtney Deamer
Nov 27, 20214 min read
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Unlearning the lies about me
Where does one start, when trying to unlearn years of unbeknown trauma. It's been a minute and I can now atleast decipher the difference...

Courtney Deamer
Nov 12, 20213 min read
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Just like a Horror Film
It all started with an eerie, cold feeling that instantaneously came over me the moment that first stepped foot in that house. It was a...

Courtney Deamer
Oct 9, 20216 min read
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R U ok, Vet friend?
I see you. Rich with love, but not with cash.
It's all for the passion that they say you don't have.

Courtney Deamer
Sep 8, 20215 min read
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The Second Hand Heart
It's tattered, been shattered. It's hurt and it's confused.

Courtney Deamer
Aug 22, 20211 min read
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End of a chapter, but not the book
In low voices, I heard the nurse and my doctor converse about my results. More waiting.

Courtney Deamer
Jul 30, 20213 min read
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You can't have me back, you never had my back
You've burned all of your bridges and now you can't even crawl back.

Courtney Deamer
Jul 24, 20212 min read
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My left breast; The never ending story
By this point it's fair to say I'm getting over people touching my boobs.

Courtney Deamer
Jul 14, 20215 min read
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Letting go
Willingly letting go of things that are out of your control, is truly an art. It has taken me a long time to realise that all my stress...

Courtney Deamer
Jul 11, 20212 min read
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The Saga Continues
Just over two years ago, I found a lump in my breast. It wasn't the first lump I had found, so I did what I knew I was supposed to do, I...

Courtney Deamer
Jul 3, 20215 min read
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Breathe
Even when you can't, breathe.
When facing your fears, breathe.
Dancing with the devil, breathe.

Courtney Deamer
Jun 30, 20212 min read
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It's cooler to be an advocate than an enabler
Are you supporting animal cruelty without even knowing it? Being an advocate for animals and always looking at every angle of how the...

Courtney Deamer
Jun 19, 20214 min read
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A breast lump, the saga.
It wasn't all that long ago, that I found a new lump.. Something was different about this one in particular, it was uneven in shape and...

Courtney Deamer
Jun 7, 20212 min read
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Closer than ever to the girl in the mirror
The girl in the mirror, isn't always the woman that's reflecting back at me.

Courtney Deamer
May 30, 20212 min read
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Vet Nursing A-Z
A-Z for every Vet Nurse

Courtney Deamer
Apr 24, 20212 min read
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My bestie.
Having a true best friend for life, is a rarity that not everyone is lucky enough to experience. I was lucky enough to find my best...

Courtney Deamer
Apr 18, 20213 min read
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